长xiao青春

    Yesterday morning,when i had my work,i received a call from my Mother,then she told me that she and Daddy would  see the doctor  right  now,so i had to give up  my work and accomplanied to them in the near hospital.

    Of course you know,my mother got the Tympanitis for several years,for these years,she suffered painfully,but for our whole family's neglect,she didn't see the doctor immediately. Erh,I don't wanna tell you more about the dails of Mother's chronic disease.

   With leaving my parents in the waiting center of hospital, i kept the status of upstairs and downstairs  for several times,as you know,i'm a lazy girl,but that time i was so willing to do those for her.The condition reminded me of so many things when i was a child,every time when i got a cough,when i had a fever,when i had some other illness,they were so anxious for me,i enjoyed their care and regarded what they had done for me is reasonable,no thanks no guilty for so many years.

     Like many other teens of 80,my life is so smoothly that i always feel i'm still a child,but the fact is not so simple.When i saw their hair turned white,you couldn't image how i shocked,at that moment,i felt so sorrow that they really turned older than before,but  i haven't do the preparation yet for my responsibily of my life ,my parents ,my family.Like many years ago,when i was a mid-school student,i like wrote in my composition with this sentence,what should i do .In the same way,several years later,i find my life is a circle that i return to the point where i went ago.Many things has changed,only thing is except that i still need ask myself that question,what should i do.

    From this point of view,it's my failure.